written at Tumblewords Project
by Chevalterre Nabil 2 Oct 2010
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presentation by Robin ScofieldRobin notes:
"Away of writing:
Writing is one of the free ways of human activities"
To love him would be stupid
I love him
yet I forgive him (5x)
... because I hate him...
No I love him.
He's still human,
after all his evil
demonic-animal ways
To love him would be stupid
His disfunctional brain
he's still a human.
- cruel intentions
he's still human
Though he's violated
me in every way possible...
To love him would be stupid.
a forced kiss on the lips
- I was 5
a fondle
- I was 9
he locked me in my own playhouse
- I was 8
he'd pushed me to the ground
- I was 6
he bragged to his friends
about how good I was to my boyfriend
- I was 14
he abandoned me on a Juarez ruta-bus
- I was 15
To love him would be stupid.
He'd targeted
and hated me (5x)
all my life
Yet I've been through worse shit
than his shit
fie years ago
he'd stolen my identity
- I received a bill
about a phone line
in Colorado where
he'd resided for ten years
As soon as I reported him
He packed his bags
and moved into our mother's house.
Yes... (2x)
To love him would be stupid.
My brother
my own flesh and blood
and dare I blog
and publish this story
it documents
all the turmoil
he's caused in my life...
but even after the 1980's molestation...
I forgave him...
He thought he'd controlled me (3x)
He thought he'd controlled his:
ex-wife
our mother
our grandmother
our bloodline
his girlfriend...
... curse Her witchcraft,
and they lie calling themselves
Christians-uh!
To love him would be stupid.
To love him would mean
he gets away with his crimes.
I forgive him...
because he has seen
he cannot break me.
he has seen
how Family fortifies and bonds
he has seen that
should he keep ACTING
he gains more
positive support
attention and love
from us all...
I warn to our Madre...
cuidado -
To love him would be stupid
- cuidado
because I love him too.
Yet I forgive him...
He will pay his own debts.
