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Monday, May 31, 2010

"The Saving Grace of Protest"

by Chevalterre Nabil
written in 30 minutes
Labor Day 2010
==========
Say it loud
Sait it proud
---
Say it clear
and stay near
---
As you express
and protest
---
the truth
must be confessed
---
there's much love
to be professed
---
Silence isn't gold
All the words
which within you hold
---
Begin to rot
and form to mold
---
For when you're a coward
not at all witty
nor bold
---
Your internal mulch
beginning to seep
and protrude
makes you explode!
---
Those rancid holes
you tend to
and harness
---
You cannot
push me into it
---
As my friends' love
sets me free
---
Their words
of kindness and concern
protest your wicked enchantment
with glee
---
Oh, my beloveds!
for thee
I reach!
---
And say
Thank you!
---
for the shield
formed by
your protesting words
---
And when
I remembered myself
---
and my yearning
for happiness
and freedom
---
which the hating witch
allowed me
so seldom...
---
I embraced the shield
and it broke me free...
---
The witche's enchantment
was one of loathing
and disgust.
---
I'd felt compassion
for him
... we each thought
rescuing each other
was a must
---
But with time
He did drain me
---
So blind I became
I could not seek
---
to pull myself
out of the emotional dungeon
---
and he'd maintained
me there
---
naked and bare
Lustful his glare
---
He'd provided
so long as I begged
---
I'd yearned for
warm touches
---
not cold, boring
tongue lashings
in the bed.
---
Then he'd let me wander
dazed... astray
---
I'd asked...
Why can I not find
my way?
---
Oh, come and see me
for one day.
---
And he said...
No.
That it was
not in his plans...
---
and clearly
not in his heart
---
I reached for my shield
and pushed us apart.
---
Now I am back
healthy, serene.
---
and again, my friend,
Thanks for saying
just what you mean.

Friday, May 28, 2010

I Asked for a Bad Romance, and Ate it Too!

by Chevalterre Nabil,
28 May 2010
From the beginning
you doubted 'us',
As I convinced myself
that you were the one.
You've been writing
your lines
more cleverly
than mine.
I admire that...
of course,
that's fine.
But no longer
can I give you:
- my good vibes
- my body
- my heart
- nor my soul...
You bragged
that you don't pray
and that's a shame
Because you
have taken advantage
of my prayers and meditations
You've led me on
texting,
"lick, lick, lick"
Yet you pay
for my ticket
to go see you
"prick, prick, prick"
Unfulfilled
you've left me
with agreed freedom
to play
And when I ask you to share
tales of a probable mistress
Outloud you deny:
- and your bed's vibe
- your toys
- your eyes
- your internet user history
- the myspace comments left over
- the sticky cam-corder
- the way you ignore me
- forgetting to read my e-mails
- you don't mention me to your son
- or your mom, whom I miss.
Your lack of courtesies
And while I got turned on
You started snoring...
You grinned
as I claimed neglect..
And as you prepare for leave,
you won't bother to see me
in my home town...
"not for one day"
(My friends warned
in concern.)
It never entered your mind.
Your ex,
the mother of your child...
like her --
I'll never be
horrifically submissive
And be abused by your
lack of compassion...
I'd asked
how you felt about
some situations
You gave your quickie -
vague, ambiguous answers:
"Sure.. okay...
I want you as a partner,
but don't know what kind.
... and IF you're comfortable,
it's fine by me."
And no matter what...
with or without me,
You're MAD,
PISSED,
and TORKED
All over little shit
And - no wonder...
your co-workers
disrespect you.
No wonder I too
have fallen out
of liking you.
I am
no page
in your chapter
Cause
I want
and demand
some dick
and pussy
either or
with boobies
all over my face
And mylover's face
between my...
Ha-ha-ha!!!
You sexted
"lick, lick, lick"
and you thought
it was cute.
- losing your poetic license
So what...
I had asked
for a bad romance
and it's true
I got it
from you.
Abuse and neglect
are for no one
... neither me
nor you.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

SLAM OFFS

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Juarez Issues - slam version
by Chevalterre Nabil via K. L. R. abstracts
completed May 18, 2010

tunes borrowed, not including lyrics:
"Siempre en mi Mente" by Juan Gabriel
and "Streets Have no Name" by U2

in Spanglish

---------------------------------------------

{sung JG style}
You are always on my mind

Don't you know that you
are one of a kind
Where would I be today
had i not stepped forward onto
onto that bridge that leads to Cd. Juarez

Que voy hacer? No se
No quiero pensar en nada, nada
los reportajes de
miles de muertes y muertos
y trato de no escuchar.
{end song}

The garita gates are higher
no more street vendors
a platoon secures la frontera
no more pedestrians
nadie juega en el park
quiet traffic
... to quiet
No more street payasos
A truck filled with helmetted-armored policias
patrols the mall

Careful with your U. S. billetes
saca pesos from the auto-cajero
empty halls
nadie walks alone
pero si tu quieres
grab your shades
and running shoes

Desayuno at Dega'
'huevos fronterizos'
a new dish I ordered
in revueltos a la mexicana,
con tocino, champiƱones, y refritos
I wait for my platillo

al pan tostado
I spread jalea
deliciosa
not so fake
like the U. S. kind
decious, I said...
con my cafe

Silverware comes after

Glasses of plastico
...como no?
No vaya ser que un loco agarre y!!

Pasan dos security guards?
No. Son policias.

Mr. Barraza comes
and shares his story,
"... en el Chobis
no one eats comfortably.
Not with la poli
y federales right next to you."

... Saluda Carlos,
an engineer,
y con una sonrisa pregunta:
"Que hacen en la ciudad mas peligrosa del mundo?"

He still smiles...
Though his son was killed
transporting merchandise
estilo fayuca
Nothing illegal...
decent work unappreciated.
Well, the engineer still has his daughter.

Walking down
avenida Lopez-Mateos
Red, Green, and Blue barriers
from the avenue,
into each residential street.

Pero en fin.
Al llegar,
I ring the doorbell.
Irma, la dentista, opens
looking cautiously from side to side
removing the pad lock...

Post no business hours
or get charged a quota
Make appointments
only by phone.

Juarez air don't smell so bad.
For the moment.
Residential blocks
no longer so ornate
or lively...

Filled with graffiti

Contstruction workers
actually wearing
reflective vests!

Wait.
... What?

This can't be the old neighborhood.
The corner cantina cerrada.
The corner arcade cerrado.
El abarrotes "Los Gavilanes"
now sells used appliances on the sidewalk.

Visiting Mama Nena
she plays her old consola
Toda su casa arreglada
warm and loving.
I take multitudes de photos.

Hard to smile
on...
Details of golden,
brassy memoreis
que quedan...

{sung U2 style}
... one of mis vidas
left behind.

I wanna tear down the walls
that hold us inside...
... I wanna pluck out
the sicarious en Juarez
because the streets still have names.

A-ja

Oh, yes. The streets still have names...

The traffic de autos moves forward
y porque no the rest of us?
{song ends}

Finally,
over the other half of el puente
LIBRE!

the vendors are seen...
y me compro un rosary...
con San Judas Tadeo
yellow and green
he wears.

Le rezo
que se termine
el terror de los coyotes
y los mendigos secarios.